hey everybody
i'm in need if your thoughts and prayers. my family is really going through the thick right now.
i've been dealing with the deaths of 8 very close friends and family members over the last 2 months.
one of my family members was beaten with a steel pipe to point of he will never be the same again. all because he would not give his crackhead girlfriend his money (he didn't realize she was a crackhead until they had been together almost a year).
without getting into too much detail (due to legal reasons), someone who was trusted hurt my grandbaby. i've been asked, advised, and begged not to do anything to this person...yet. it is so hard not to.
i pray every day for the strength not to smudge this person.
i pray every day for peace of mind so that i can feel the strength poured over me by my creator.
i pray that my grandbaby will eventually heal from this.
i pray that one day i can make my gbaby whole...if that's even possible.
i want to do every painful thing i have ever learned to this person. but i have to give the legal system a chance to do its thing.
this hurts so bad.
i'm in need if your thoughts and prayers. my family is really going through the thick right now.
i've been dealing with the deaths of 8 very close friends and family members over the last 2 months.
one of my family members was beaten with a steel pipe to point of he will never be the same again. all because he would not give his crackhead girlfriend his money (he didn't realize she was a crackhead until they had been together almost a year).
without getting into too much detail (due to legal reasons), someone who was trusted hurt my grandbaby. i've been asked, advised, and begged not to do anything to this person...yet. it is so hard not to.
i pray every day for the strength not to smudge this person.
i pray every day for peace of mind so that i can feel the strength poured over me by my creator.
i pray that my grandbaby will eventually heal from this.
i pray that one day i can make my gbaby whole...if that's even possible.
i want to do every painful thing i have ever learned to this person. but i have to give the legal system a chance to do its thing.
this hurts so bad.