i'm still here. in need of prayers

[Squid556]

Prayers sent. Strength in Christ my friend

 

[KG1]

i need to thank all of you for the words, thoughts, and prayers for strenght and peace.

god has shown me that sometimes the strenght and peace to carry through comes from those around us. he uses us as the vessel to carry his will to others.

me and my gbaby thank all of you.

i'm about to find a quiet spot to get my morning prayers in.

Up early here grill. I'll join you in morning prayer from up my way.

 

[duanewade]

Lifting you and all involved up in prayer for His perfect love, guidance and strength to get you and your loved ones through this without making matters worse for all

 

[Magyars]

Stay strong Brother....prayers for you and your family.

 

[BiscuitsandGravy]

Stay strong brother. Your family needs you now more than ever especially that grandbaby.

You must keep the faith.

 

[dlandersson]

Keep praying and hold on to your faith. You will do nobody any good if you are behind bars yourself. I know what you’re going thru, I too have been thru this. I still fight the urge everyday not to excersise some vengeance on the guy. Praying for you brother

Ditto. Nothing is gained by being in the CJ system yourself.

 

[PGRChaplain]

Praying for all of you. May our Lord Calm your Heart and Soul and Bless you with Strength to carry on.

 

[JCSR]

When you are at your lowest it seems prayer is all you have. The good thing is it's all you need.

 

[CHCRandy]

hey everybody

i'm in need if your thoughts and prayers. my family is really going through the thick right now.

i've been dealing with the deaths of 8 very close friends and family members over the last 2 months.

one of my family members was beaten with a steel pipe to point of he will never be the same again. all because he would not give his crackhead girlfriend his money (he didn't realize she was a crackhead until they had been together almost a year).


without getting into too much detail (due to legal reasons), someone who was trusted hurt my grandbaby. i've been asked, advised, and begged not to do anything to this person...yet. it is so hard not to.

i pray every day for the strength not to smudge this person.

i pray every day for peace of mind so that i can feel the strength poured over me by my creator.

i pray that my grandbaby will eventually heal from this.

i pray that one day i can make my gbaby whole...if that's even possible.

i want to do every painful thing i have ever learned to this person. but i have to give the legal system a chance to do its thing.

this hurts so bad.

I know how you feel, somewhat. I fight that temptation every single day of my life. Wishing you the very best, you are in our prayers.......and just know, you are loved!

 

[KG1]

I know how you feel, somewhat. I fight that temptation every single day of my life. Wishing you the very best, you are in our prayers.......and just know, you are loved!

Same here for you Randy.

 

[Riflemen14]

Prayers to you and your family. Stay strong for your family. They need you with them.

 

[d.kaufman]

thank you.

i didn't know i was capable of this deep-seated rage.

i'm in a state of constant prayer just to maintain control

How we doing brother? Thoughts and prayers still being sent your way

 

[jwamplerusa]

@grillak

D.kaufman beat me too the question

Prayers still being given. How are you doing? How is the family?

 

[Lwright]

Prayers

 

[grillak]

well....

my faith is definitely being tested. but i am holding strong. i am feeling the strength of the father and the love of those around me. i want to thank everyone here for reminding me that love can come from places least expected. it is helping me help my babies with all of this.

the authorities are getting close to making their move which is helping some.

this past weekend i lost two older siblings. one of my sisters passed on saturday from heart failure and my brother 3 yrs older than me passed sunday from kidney and liver failure.

i meet with the funeral director and pastor to set the arrangements for my brother this afternoon.

through all of this my gbabies have been consoling me. these kids are simply amazing. they have been reminding me that faith doesn't have to be grand gestures or even spoken out loud. they just crawl on gdady and snuggle and it eases the pain.

i try not to show my anger and frustration in front if them but i don't think they care. they just lay on me and show me love. i am so grateful for them.

 

[indyblue]

My deepest sympathies.

Good to know you’re holding strong.

 

[KG1]

Stay strong grill. Praying for you brother. You are family here.

 

[55fairlane]

Praying for you and your families

 

[COOPADUP]

Stay strong Grillak. Brighter days ahead.

 

[Expat]

A downside of continuing to live on is you see more and more friends and family die, often younger than you.