@55fairlane...
I think I get you man. We are similar in several ways. I'm not certain that was what you are looking for, but I appreciate the affirmation that I am not completely nuts in my own way.
One of my favorite hobbies is stained glass. It is very detail oriented and I can easily put hundreds of hours into a piece. The process itself is a meditation. It is a product of craftmanship.
Society at large has grown stupid and violent. Too easily insulted and triggered. Completely self-absorbed and ego centric.
I've expressed my loner lifestyle (probably just another self-absorbed person) here before only to receive well-wishing over my mental health, so I'll try to avoid that road again.
My approach is that as long as I am contented and physically able to do the things I want I am free to pursue my personal relationship with God and everything else is secular, impermanent and unimportant.
Being out of touch is a goal. My awareness of the world-at-large is compelled by a desire for situational awareness not for participation.
I am about to embark on two weeks + of vacation. I will probably visit with my brother three times during this timeframe. There will probably be three trips for range-time. I might have a visit from my nephew and his wife. I anticipate at least two "Merry Christmas" texts. It is the holidays after all. Man, is my social schedule packed!
During this time I will question my sanity, refocus on what is important and appreciate the blessings I have been given.
I think I get you man. We are similar in several ways. I'm not certain that was what you are looking for, but I appreciate the affirmation that I am not completely nuts in my own way.
One of my favorite hobbies is stained glass. It is very detail oriented and I can easily put hundreds of hours into a piece. The process itself is a meditation. It is a product of craftmanship.
Society at large has grown stupid and violent. Too easily insulted and triggered. Completely self-absorbed and ego centric.
I've expressed my loner lifestyle (probably just another self-absorbed person) here before only to receive well-wishing over my mental health, so I'll try to avoid that road again.
My approach is that as long as I am contented and physically able to do the things I want I am free to pursue my personal relationship with God and everything else is secular, impermanent and unimportant.
Being out of touch is a goal. My awareness of the world-at-large is compelled by a desire for situational awareness not for participation.
I am about to embark on two weeks + of vacation. I will probably visit with my brother three times during this timeframe. There will probably be three trips for range-time. I might have a visit from my nephew and his wife. I anticipate at least two "Merry Christmas" texts. It is the holidays after all. Man, is my social schedule packed!
During this time I will question my sanity, refocus on what is important and appreciate the blessings I have been given.