So I recently bought a couple of new revolvers after being exclusively in auto land for many years. Anyway so I'm looking high and low (at least online) for my go-to .38 defense load of choice -namely Speer Gold-dot 125 or 135 grain +P in the LEO 50 round box. That stuff is SOLD OUT seemingly everywhere! You can find plenty of practice ball and what not but those specific ones are GONE. I found some 125 standard pressure but from the tests I've seen they aren't a whole lot of good from a 1.87 inch barrel.