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I'm afraid I've gotten a bit OCD about all this.
In the morning when getting out cereal and milk, I think "Won't be long before I'll have to grind my own grain and have my own cow to get this."
Brushing teeth? "Will likely be using baking soda for toothpaste, and a bucket since there will be no running water."
Toilet? "Soon will be using old rags that go into bleach water after wiping, and refilling the toilet with a bucket afterwards to flush."
Newspaper? "Soon none of that, which might not be a bad thing."
Flick on a light? "Might be striking a match to a lamp someday soon."
A/C? "Better get used to high humidity and windows open in summer."
Turn on the tap? "Make sure I have plenty of good buckets to haul water from the river."
Get in the car? "I'm gonna miss driving."
Etc.
While it does get me thinking about and acquiring potential alternatives, it sucks some of the spontaneous joy out of today. But I spend most of the day really appreciating all the wonderful things we have that so many will never have.
The happiest outcome would be dying at home surrounded by family and realizing "It was all for nothing - I never needed it."
In the morning when getting out cereal and milk, I think "Won't be long before I'll have to grind my own grain and have my own cow to get this."
Brushing teeth? "Will likely be using baking soda for toothpaste, and a bucket since there will be no running water."
Toilet? "Soon will be using old rags that go into bleach water after wiping, and refilling the toilet with a bucket afterwards to flush."
Newspaper? "Soon none of that, which might not be a bad thing."
Flick on a light? "Might be striking a match to a lamp someday soon."
A/C? "Better get used to high humidity and windows open in summer."
Turn on the tap? "Make sure I have plenty of good buckets to haul water from the river."
Get in the car? "I'm gonna miss driving."
Etc.
While it does get me thinking about and acquiring potential alternatives, it sucks some of the spontaneous joy out of today. But I spend most of the day really appreciating all the wonderful things we have that so many will never have.
The happiest outcome would be dying at home surrounded by family and realizing "It was all for nothing - I never needed it."