GhostofWinter
Master
I only have 1000 rounds of .45acp?
I know this is all in my head. It makes me feel retarded. I am fine once I get out. It is just the gettin part that wigs me out. Once I am around people I am fine. I never went to the shrink about it cause I didn't want to jeapordize my ltch or gun rights. So SAD may not be the real issue. I do hate the stupid assumptions people make about me cause of my weight. Last run in I had was with my brother in law the 50 yo stoner on welfare who turned on me when I tried to protect his father from his abuse. He is one of those scummy fackers who is all chummy until you stop letting him get over on you. Then he loses his mind ans says anything he can to destroy you and threatens to kill you. How can you deal with that type of irrationality?
I have good days pain wise where I would head out but what is the point of going alone? Just get bored and frustrated. Since landing at INGO I have been watching less tv and mopeing around so that is a +1.
Hey sorry to dump this dysfunction here. Just needed to lean on some brothers I guess.
ONLY 1,000 rounds of .45acp? GEEZ sounds like you need to double or TRIPLE that if you intend to hit the range!
All joking aside, I understand the weight thing. Personally I have a hearing loss, and have had it since infancy. SO I understand your reluctance to be around new people. And like you I am usually just fine once I get my big butt out there. How do I deal with irrationality? simple I don't. I know that sounds glib, but here is what I mean. I refuse to deal with that kind of sh!t from anyone. If I am put in that situation I deal with it as long as needed then I remove myself from it and forget about it and the person involved. I try to treat everyone the same way I would like to be treated, until you show me different, then I'm a mirror. You get what you give.
Feel free to lean all ya want. I got a broad a$$ and big shoulders, I can handle it
Greg