Good morning folks. I missed a bday! Happys to you, Tim!
Probably not the best group to admit this to… But I’m suffering from guilt. I had mentioned that I was seeing about Uncle Sam upgrading my daily driver for me. Which after conferring with mama, she agreed I “deserved” it… Now I struggle with that, because I don’t feel like I “deserve” anything. I feel guilty for wanting something like that when my current daily works “fine”… It could be bigger. It could be more comfortable. It could have working dash gauges (I currently use a speedo/odometer app on my phone to track fuel)… there are other things we’ve wanted to do, some house things, as well as some repairs to our family hauler. Which I had intended on probably maybe replacing with whatever vehicle I ended up with…
But I can’t shake the guilt. My fault. Not anyone else’s. It’s a mental thing. And I believe I’m going to hold off, make some necessary repairs to my current s10 and some to the Yukon. And call it a day. Continue to grind away. And maybe plan on an upgrade after I finish this major side project I’ve got going on with some paint and body work on a Scout.
I have guilt over a few things over the course of my life, but not in what I own. I've worked pretty much every day since I was 16. My job now isn't the most difficult job in the world, but I worked a lot of jobs to get here and what I do is important to my company. How I spend my money is up to no one but myself.
You work hard, you pay your taxes, you provide for your family. Why the angst over wanting something better? I agree with your wife that you deserve it.