Thank you for sharing. It's good to know where you come from, even if it's an ugly place that you look back on with sadness and regret. I have a personal bit of ugly history from the roots, 1827 to be precise, of my family here in Indiana and know only too well how jaded and full of hatred people were and even can be still today.
Found out some disturbing things about my dads side of the family. Not pretty, not pretty at all. Times were far different in "The Day" compared to now.